Ok, so I’ve been here in Peoria for almost 4 weeks now. 1 Month. Wow… time is seriously flying by very fast. And to be honest, I really haven’t done much. I’ve done little things here and there, but I haven’t taught anything or led anything yet. I know that I’ll get overwhelmed real quick once our new school year and sunday school year starts (2 weeks), but still…
Also, did you know that procrastination doesn’t end when you leave classes. Procrastination for me is horrid. I dont have any classes to go to, but I still have school work. I am procrastinating on that. I want to do it, but I just don’t want to call the people to get the answers. I dunno…. Maybe I’m just lazy. But still… i haven’t really done anything on the getting started packet. It’s harder than it looks. and it takes forever. i also need to get cracking on my goals and my year long plan, but i just have no motivation to do it. seriously. what does it take to get me to get my bum in gear?????? GRRRRR…..
anyway… i’m homesick and lonely for a social life… and there’s always the looming cloud over my head about ever finding that ’special someone’ and getting married eventually. maybe God doesn’t want me to get married and I’m supposed to be single forever…. seriously, that would suck. I want a family. But… well, I just need to leave it up to God, I guess….
peace in yo
