wow… a year…. holy cow a month! June 24, 2005

Ok, so… my brother gets married in a year from today. How freaky is that. I’m excited for them, but at the same time… i feel so dang old!!! grrr… i hate aging…

Internship starts in a month. Kelly started this week and she sounded like she was doing pretty well the last time i talked to her. I’m becoming excited, but still very nervous and scared nad apprehensive. I hope that through talking with my DCE’s nad pastors here at home, some of those fears can be worked through. But… anyway…

so a funny story… my car was towed last night. I was at a Mary Kay party at a freind’s apartment and the “management” called in that i was parked in a permit only space. yeah, there wasn’t a sign that i could see. it was very misleading. I was pissed, but at the same time, very thankful that it wasn’t stolen. even though my dad did want a new car… lol…. ok, so, yeah. it cost me 206 bucks, which is about half my paycheck of next week, but what can i do? I took responsibility for it nad it’s taken care of. But it was still a pain in the butt

ok,…. that’s it for now yo…

blessings on your weekend!

peace in~~

June gloom June 9, 2005

Ok, so I have done absolutely nothing for an entire week. I don’t start work at the day care until Monday, so for the past 8 days I have serisouly done nothing but sit on my butt and watch tv… how cool is that? LOL… I won’t get many more chances to do that this summer… or ever. But oh well. I’m beginning to wonder if anyone actually checks this thing anymore. Does anyone read it? Because I know that when I start internship, I will be way too busy to check this thing nad post on it if no one is interested. And that’s cool. I just started this because it was the craze on campus last fall… interesting… I dont usually follow the crowd and do the fad sort of thing… oh well…..

anyway…. internship starts in less than 2 months. how creepy is that? I want to go… but at the same time, i soooo dont want to grow up and be a professional… i want to be a kid forever. Serisouly… I just don’t want to go anymore. too much responsibility. i dont wnat to be held accountable, because knowing me, i’ll screw something up and it’ll be irreversible… but whatev…. God’s in it no matter what… and despite all of my fears, i will learn something. THat’s the best part i guess….. oh well…

ok, i need to get back to the couch. I’m tired of this computer. hahaha

Peace in